NO MORE BENANG MERAH

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I really have no idea why I have to write this J My broken hearted was passed I moved on long ago after we not met for almost 5 months after Sungli (23 Apr – 8 Sep). I know it’s very hard in the beginning. (Up to now) after 3 highest mountain Rinjani, Kerinci, Semeru.  27K Petung Trail 4-5 Nov, 4 x 42K Trail (Cikidang, Tahura, Ijen, Petung), Ciwidey obstacles trip, 3 x cycling training (KRB, Sentul, UI Depok), 1x swim training at Cikini, 2x Starbucks rendezvous, 1x Fitness First RPM, 2x hangout after office date (Sentul, Royal Tulip Gunung Geulis), Sungai Liat Triathlon, surprised New Year’s Eve after Tugu To Tugu & Pertamina Run 10 Dec. Not to mentioned before we’re closed, meeting 5 times,  first time met on B'day Run 15 Jul 2016, accidentally bump at Bali Airport (&  slightly glance of Bali marathon and he called me “Hi Beautiful” yet  I didn't notice and he count for it :) 27-28 Aug , swim training with his club road to Bali Tri 11 Oct (yes I remember the date coz it was a day after my Bday), after finish Jakmar stretching 29 Oct.  I told him Petung would be our closing (& opening) less than 1 year. 4 Nov – 15 Oct or precisely almost one year.  Yes it was a BONUS like my friend said, I love the term because it’s exactly RIGHT ! BONUS because we didn't expect anything before and beyond our imagination to achieve all of this, to be closed with someone we had crush whom I admire & adore so much. Hurt me so many times, when he left me in the mountain Kerinci & Semeru, didn’t want to sit by my side in the airplane (2 times haha Bangka-Jkt &  Banyuwangi – Jkt), there was empty seat so he moved), left me in Tahura just to accompany another girl (hufft tebar pesona bingid ya hehe), didn't want to walk together at Ijen Crated trip, ignored my texting and replied after weeks :D didn't want to take pic together (so freak him out) yes so many times happened occurred strange odd things. 
So glad & satisfied when I OUTRUN him when Ijen Trail coz he want to run first and underestimated me that I couldn't finish under COT and the fact that he was 40 minutes behind me yeayy I was bad before coz I wish he'd have cramp / got loss so I can outrun him and it happened !
There will be no BENANG MERAH (element in continuity) anymore after Petung, so I could say it will be our last goodbye ? I’ve told him this btw, shall we meet again after Petung ? hahaha Laugh outloud coz there will be no more expectation, no more hurt feeling though still have to “NICE TRY” to expect him to join another trail /event such as Mt Muria Trail & Pariaman Tri. I remember even I want to buy him Aceh ticket for Aceh Marathon.

YES so nice to meet you, you’re the only guy who can make me feel this way after the bad guy haha.... So glad instead of being sad I always cheerful coz yes the time when I was sad & cry already passed.

15/7/17 TFBR
27-28/8/17 Bali Marathon
11/10/17 Swim Bulungan
4-5/11/17 Petung Trail Run
10/11/17 Starbucks Fridate
15/11/17 RPM Fitness First
24-28/11/17 Rinjani Trip
5/12/17 Sentul  (Tue)
10/12/17 Pertamina Run
16-17/12/17 Cikidang Trail
31/12-1/1/18 T2T NY Eve
6/1/18 KRB Cycling
12/1/18 Royal Tulip Gn Geulis
19-21/1/18 Tahura Trail
26-29/1/18 Kerinci Trip
6/2/18 Cikini Swim
24/2/18 Sentul Cycling
30-31/3/18 Ciwidey Trip
14/4/18 UI Depok Cycling
19-22/4/18 Sungailiat Tri
08-11/9/18 Semeru Trip
28/9-1/10/18 Ijen Trail
13-15/10/18 Petung Trail
YES you can call me I was obsessed to list all our meeting, no shame to admit that I really adored him so much (beforehand)  :D 

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